I tell myself not to cry so easily
I tell myself to be kind hearted but NOT too soft hearted
I tell myself to shut my mouth while working....not to deliver any gossips
I tell myself to be calm when others say about anything that you wont agree
But...................sometimes, others are simply pushing over and climbing on top of you. No, i wont allow that. I'm quiet at work but that doesnt always mean that i will compromise with everything that you push to me secretly. Still fortunate to have two persons supporting me. Thanks alot. You two had been treating me well, really appreciate very much.
But I'm just...i think not competent enough to carry out the work that you had assigned me. I'm only a 17 years old girl. Others wont take my words into their heart. So what senior, what am i really to them?
Friends? Im honored. But cant i have my stand and teach you whatever i am able to know?
Why arent everyone on auto mode. Im sad. I feel that i am very incompetent to carry out this task anymore. What if one day i am scolded for something i am not entitled to? i am afraid that i will flare up, i am much more afraid that i will keep quiet and cry. I share not let my family get worried.
No worries :) i wont. I will see how things get along and solve it as it goes by. I am not alone. I still have my family :)
Labels: but not afraid :)
