Friday, January 25, 2008 Friday, January 25, 2008
it isnt fair.
to tell me that i did not know my work when no one actually told me anything
it isnt fair
to push all the blame to the people that aren't totally in the wrong
it isnt fair
that its necessary to do more work than others. if your pay is higher, yes it's fair. But then, you would feel that you are underpaid, as the work overwrites your pay.
it is ok
that you have taken a liking for the new girls. Im fine with it. Just leave me alone to earn my money. Totally taken care of.
It is ok
to tell me take care of things but not everything at once. Man is only born with 2 hands topst.
Then you would turn around and tell me again that its a job for all. dont force yourself to do too much. tell others to help. Great. So what should i do?
Sometimes, you just gotta be invisible. The arrow will miss you. Otherwise, try to be aware of the surroundings.
Its not my fault that your mood is not good. Its not my fault that you are falling sick. Im not the weather, nor can i change it. Its not my fault that she came. As if i could predict.
I try to help, but guess what? My help aint appreciated.
So.... just do my job and earn what i want. At the end of the day, its money that is important to me right now. Who cares if you like who?
Labels: unfair
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I had been working these few days.... Its tiring! haha, well basically, not all the ppl love to buy lunar new year decorations. Most of them find it....hmm, well, not that useful. They prefer to just paste a few of the decorations in their house and thats all. Perhaps they tend to go overseas during the new year period or that they would visit their relatives instead of having visitors.
Well, likewise. My house dont really have these kind of decorations. Its always simple and nice. haha. Nice mayb.
Well, one thing to report. Daw daw is resistant to eating the yummy porridge! why why why? Cos he is so used to his gruel that he dosent want to have any porridge. He simply puke it out. Its ridiculous. Making himself look so funny. He wasnt so resistant towards gruel that time. Just need time to get used to it. Hope that he will!
May daw grow faster and become a cute and funny kid! this is one incidence that i got from the mail about kids. They are so cute!
One summer evening during a violent thunderstorm, a mother was tucking her son to bed. She was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, 'mommy, will you slp with me tonight?' The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. 'Sorry, i cant dear.'. She said. 'i have to sleep in daddy's room.' Aa long silence was broken by his shaky little voice: ' The big sissy'.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008 Friday, January 18, 2008
Yes! No exams! I meant, for the time being. There's no exams. I luv this man. The long awaited holidays. However, to save up , i need to work. Hmm, working around 10 hours per day. But its worth it. I want to save money!
I couldnt find any time to buy my new year's clothes so i have to go online to order. But i bet it would come before new year. Haha. nevertheless, i will still buy it from online!
Hmm, going out to eat dinner soon to celebrate's someone's birthday. Not mine of course, if you are my friend, you should know that mine is far far from this month. haha
anyway, im like other than going to work, will stay at home watching supernatural! Which is damn nice. Im going to rent season two. HAha....enjoy your holidays......
Labels: work
Thursday, January 3, 2008 Thursday, January 03, 2008
First test of the new year and it has to be this challenging? Yup, the paper is set by her, thats the reason for the toughness of this test. Its not easy and i found some careless mistakes when i was checking through. I didnt even knew that the drug labels given are related to the questions!
Its over then, lets not go talk about something we cant change but its good to reflect though. Well, going to have three tests next week. Not easy to manage. I really have not much idea what to study for the LC module test scheduled on next wednesday. There arent any fixed case study to study on and we cant really expect what would come up. Sad to say, i will be the only beanie who is going for the test next week. Its understandable for 'my wife' and 'fatimah'. They have GEMS test on the same day. Cant expect them to do that right? I certainly hope that lecturers would not treat us like robots or machines because we arent any of them!
We have a body system to maintain and a heart to look after. Shouldnt stress our body system too much right? Emotional stress is the most powerful and scary weapon of all! So, please, can just give us a break?
With this hectic lifestyle, i would have felt gratitude when i have some tiny winy time for surfing the net, and, i have to do it after my studying. When will holidays arrive? But, whats the difference, i would have to work during the holidays! Great, from 9 to 8 and i guess it would probably be everyday. What are the choices? None.
Fine fine fine, enough of my complaints. I must think in an optimistic way........there must be others worse then me right? Shouldn be too complacent, but im not! Im only complaining once in a thousand , all right, maybe hundred years ok? So bear with it :P
Im done with my complaints! hAha
and im still frustrated with my hair.
Labels: A new look
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Its 2008! Very happy new year to everyone!
Hard to believe that a new year had arrived. Time really flies and its hard to keep it in your hands.
So .......i let it past by but...... i make full use of it, hopefully.
New year resolutions....anyone?
1) Get good grades
2) Make my family happy
3) Make daw daw say 'yi-yi'
Well i certainly have got a list of wishes
1) Hope that everyone would be healthy and happy
2) May our lives be interesting and fun-filled
3) May my family be united
4) May daw daw be healthy and grow quickly
5) May my studies be smooth and that i can get good grades
6) May the 'sceneries' get better. beanies u know what i mn haha
7) May the princess in my house gets her happiness this year
8) May all our friends stay united and happy
Labels: Happy New Year
