I'm not alone.
When i have this mindset, i sort of was able to hang on...
I dont know but that sentence 'I'm not alone' made me feel warmth and gave me courage.
I know i get lost in school but im not the only one like that and it amused me when someone is also holding the map and standing beside me, figuring where is North and where is South.
I know i get tired easily because of the draining lectures but im not the only one like that cos i could see faces that are in a trance when i turned to take a glance around the lecture room. My friend would yawn and look at me too.
I know i get tied down by modules of super difficult contents and am forced to be independent and be a book worm and read about all the contents plus text and everything but im not the only one like that. I could hear my friends whining 'what?! I have to revise my poly/ jc science agian? WTH' and i cant help but smile at the same thoughts i was having as them.
I know i still am lost as to who to trust and who not to and one thing is, i dont know if im not alone in this or what, i just need to take my steps slowly and cautiously cos i had been 'cheated of my feelings' before and i dont want history to repeat itself. So caution is the in thing now and is my autumn resolution. yay.
Yea im going to school later to get ready to bombarb the lecturers with questions cos he's lectures were 'too detailed'. lol
see you :)