Please dont keep on ranting and say how much you had done for us. Its not as if i had never helped you before. Its not as if i had never done a favour for you. Yea,so what if you got money?? I dont care cos its not my money ok?
You got give money but its not me who gets it ok? And im not after the money.
Pls use your heart to think that if i had known how to feed him the medicine etc, would i be oblivious and then dont care? I had helped you take care of him all these while and all i get is a scolding? You know how difficult it is to take care of him and cant you even appreciate us by not scolding us???
You think its easy ah? One weekend and you cannot tahan alr.How about us? We faces that for the whole week days ok? We are also humans. YOu are not the only one who is busy or useful ok.
Pls dont put yourself in the middle of the world, cos you are not the only person on earth ok??
And you know what is the reason i always pull back from asking help from you? It is that YOU ALWAYS COUNT IT AND YOU WOULD BRING IT 0UT WHENEVER WE ARGUE. THAT is you! So sometimes, no is everytime, i am so afraid to ask favours from you cos i know you would remember it and then get it back from me. Must you be so calculative?!
When im having exams, haven i taken care of him too?
When he have so many medicines to be fed, haven i fed it one by one patiently even when i have my own things to do?
When my friends can enjoy and go out in the morning or early afternoon, i have to stay at home and do what is not my responsiblilty and be stressed out by his cries and whinning even when im having exams. Its stressed enough during that period and did i say anything? Im not a floor mat nor am i a pushover. And now during holidays i cant even go out cos why? I have to babysit. And i am stab by guiltyness when i go out and everytime i have to rush for time or even get late! And thank god my friends didnt mind. Right, you think i go out just to shop? I have my errands to run, my uni to apply. I wanna do it myself cos again, i dont want to ask favour for you cos once again, you are going to be so calculative!
You said im oblivious to the surroundings.
IF I AM, WOULD I EVEN KNOW HOW TO:
Feed your son
Cook your son porridge
Deal with it when your son poo and i have to wash his butt and change his diapers
Watch thomas with him
Rock him to sleep
Made milk for him
Feed him water every now and then cos i scared that he might be sick
Change his clothes after he bathed.
So if my friends were to ask me what had i done over the holidays, yea, the list above just about sums it all. And additional thing is, i have to sneak out while your son is sleeping and then use the computer.
You know i dont mind taking care of him but pls do spare a thought for us and dont think that i stay at home all day and slack ok? I slack these few days bcos i am sick ok.
Yea so now, if you still think i am that selfish oblivious brat that you were talking about, then IM LOSS FOR WORDS.
