Im in bradycardia again. . . why? i dont know.....
My hands are trembling since dont know when and its involuntarily. Not parkinson's. Nor is it that im not eating. I ate.... but is forceful feeding. Just for the sake of taking in medicine.
I did expect this to happen. BUt not continuouusly
I didnt even have time to prepare mentally and tears keep rolling down.
The impact was bigger than i thought... esp when i see them cry. It made me wanna cry too. Cos i know they are gone forever.
The lost was greater for them, as they are closer. But my loss was never minimal, for i still rmb them vividly in some of the years i spent with them.
The path of life is short yet long... depending on how u see it. Yet
the path across the hall to the cremation room was as short as 3 minutes....
and he turned into ashes.
Tears were rolling down.... cries were heard, esp from his daughters, slient cries were from grand children as they have to keep strong to support their parents.
Second round is here. And its more tedious.....
I sprained my wrist. Can u imagine?
En Ci said : could be due to your sleeping posture.
Yea i thought so too
What else could it be?
I need a wrist guard..........
