Im making dumplings later, with my family. I have thought it through.
People tend to always brood over what they don't have rather than to think what they have.
Its inevitable, but if we were to think logically and just use our heart to think, we know that what we had been complaining are rubbish. Its not up to us to decide who our family members are, but its up to us to decide and do something to make our family come together.
Its within everyone's limits. Its what we should and can do. We should never ever give up on our family members, none of them. We might can frustrated with each other from time to time and we might even quarrel at times. Which pair of sisters dont quarrel? Which mother don't nag? Which dad don't pester? Come to the most basic and cliche type of sentence : its all for you.
I was being too wilful. I wanted to be alone and left alone without anyone pestering me. But wouldn't that be too lonely and sad? Its infuriating to be now that i once had that thought. That very selfish and naive thought.
Im sorry, to my family members. I had been wilful, had been weird, had been short-tempered. However, i treasure you guys. Thank you so much for still being with me :)
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