Wasnt feeling so well today. had fever since yesterdayand ulcer plus red spots on my tongue. Felt so uncomfortable and draggy today. Blisters start to grow on my hand and sole of my feet and it was so painful especially on my right foot that i could barely walk. Was limping and some even ask if i was wearing a new shoe. lol. :)
Had a lecture this morning and i was already half unconcious. Was barely able to open my eyes because of the headache that always accompanies my fever. On top of that, i couldnt even speak. It even hurts when i swallow, not because im having sore throat but because my tongue is 'injured' lol
THere was an extra lecture at 11 and it was even more brain draining. DR HO is trying very hard to keep the lecture going but, i really am feeling the symptoms get stronger and stronger. Been like a mute for the whole day....
Meet my sis at admiralty to consult the doctor about my condition. Could be hand foot mouth disease, which is going to be really scary. The doc say nope, its not. My temperature is not really very high, and my hands and foot have minor blister, could be virus, but not the one that causes HFM. Still, my condition had to be monitored. I asked about my mouth cavity blisters and he said they were also minor ones and it would be more serious if it were to be HFM. For adults, the condition subsides very easily.
I was given medication to apply on my tongue and it hurts like hell when i apply on my tongue. So painful that my soul came out. lol. But it got back to my body when my sis kicked it in. LOL.
I was afraid to come into contact with Dawson. I dont even dare to look at him. The last person whom i want to infect is him. The last person who wants him to get infected is also me. Im notas selfish as you think i might be. Im not trying to hide my condition and delibrately avoid it.
Im in pain enough i couldnt even talk and couldnt even swallow. My head is bulging out and i cannot even think. You called me just to scold me and you tell me you arent blaming me. I care thats why im hurt by what u say. YOu want to know more about my condition so that u are sure that im not having HFM.
Trust me, im more worried than you are, and you are implying that im selfish?!
I can only say: Im sorry daw I cant imagine if i were to meet any mishaps in future, would i be a burden?!